15:10 just ten more minutes.
15:15 just five more minutes
15:20 log off, throw everything into school bag and walk out.
He’s there. I don’t stop, I look over at him and everyone starts asking questions.
Brushing through obstacles, he quickly caught up to me.
Unfortunately the move hadn’t been so Subtle since he had to go back to give in his tie… Being the clever guy he is, he forgot his at home…
Well, technically Oreo’s since Oreo has simba and simba has drake’s tie who has my tie so I have his tie. We’re couple goals.
But we ended up leaving the out the backend of the school… One of the many (like five) exists.
The walk was humorous, filled with random topics each step. Not too random though… Inspired by the environment before us just until we were enclosed by two tall walls.
I don’t mind alleys, but I actually kinda liked the thought of being trapped with Ranulf as he went on about the speed of light.
We got to the opening where he turns and looks at me longingly, giving me that suggestive stare which he puts on.
“nah, you can’t be cute, feck off,” we tease eachother as I refuse to kiss him. He didn’t appreciate that 😉
But almost started running so we’d reach our destination sooner.
And when we get there. Under the army of leaves I took off my black matt blazer that had absorbed heat energy via radiation. I took it off to feel the breeze. We weren’t revising physics however. We were revising chemistry.
We laugh everytime. Chemistry. “I know it’s chemicals that make me cling to you” – Pvris
But just having him next to me was distracting enough. Having seen him every day and never been able to kiss him… I mean, it’s do-able. But it’s so good. It’s just…
Throw my phone away worth. It’s a rude interruption that’s complimentary on all other levels.
It’s teasing and undecided, random but constantly thought of.
It’s not elegant and it’s funny, awkwardly loving and passionate.
We’re romantic, definitely. There was one moment where I’d pushed him and he’d pulled me on top of him. We stared for a while. I can only imagine his thoughts were along the lines of us having a moment. But I saw my hair falling down towards his face. Maybe he liked that, but for some reason. In my three year old mind I thought I’d be a great idea to shout SWOOOSH! And brush my hair across his face!!!
Totally ruined the moment, but his laugh right there was so worth it.
Oh we were entangled in eachother’s comfort zone. Not in a hot mess like usual but a thoughtless act of physical contact, hand holding, leaning on him, hiding, resting… Almost sleeping due to the warmness. The heat transfer via conduction as is vibrates through his body in a chain reaction to mine.
At one I had hiccups so badly they hurt so I had to stop, take a moment, breath…. But they’d come back quickly because he’s so witty, non-stop joking making me giggle.
So he tried to stop me laughing.
I laugh at everything so the only way he could stop me was kissing me.
Well, he basically couldn’t stop for my sake, not that he wasn’t enjoying it.
I’m sure we did some biology revision before this, but I definitely got my phone and Googled what are hiccups.
They’re involuntary spasms in the respiratory system that block air flow.
We started talking about random memories like easter and Christmas and he turns to me asking “why are all your memories sad?” they weren’t sad really… But what came out of my mouth:
“I have good memories, let me think of a good memory,” so I sat and thought for a second before resulting from to “I’m making a good memory now,”
SHABOOM it just happened, we were both impressed but I meant every word. He’s always the charming one. And I really do appreciate and love all the cheesy, cute, lovely things he says but I just never know how to reply.
He left me physically speechless at one point. That doesn’t happen often since I always have something to say. It was like someone had turned off the sound and left me on mute. The only way I could express was visually and physically.
Niether of us wanted to leave. I could have been there now. I fantasise with a fire, cuddles and music. A tent, food and giggles. That’s what he reminds me off even though it’s not a memory I contain. Maybe, a dream.